If you need romance, look in the mirror.

I have this ideal relationship in my brain of what kind of relationship I want. Maybe it's just basic programming, or me folding socities standards. But I have this standard of what a relationship between two people should look like, and thats what I want.

Allow me to elaborate.

I want a best friend, I want to spend every day with that guy. A romance in which we love each other so much we don't need to waste our time with pretty words and flowers. Because that's not something at all I'm interested in. Maybe its just something I know I can use to protect myself with. But I don't care. I'm not looking to fall into that love sick puppy cliche. I'm not looking for something serious. I'm looking for a casual fling. I don't want to spend everday being skeptical whether or not he is cheating on me. I don't want to spend every minute attatched to him. My independence is very important to me. I don't want to be tied down by some guy I secretly can't stand.

I want a friendship so strong, that a relationship is nothing but a side notion.